WHERE IS THE OLD AMY....I AM HAVING A REALLY REALLY HARD TIME even looking at myself in the mirror.....I know I will never be the "OLD AMY" with the long hair and energy and strength I once had....it's sounds crazy but this past week, I feel that I am mourning a death....the death of the old Amy and it's really hard for me to let it go!!! My body really looks like SHIT.....sorry for such a strong word but yes, I am being vain and I want my OLD body back.....CANCER SUCKS...even after they cut it out of your body (can I say I feel more mutilated than anything else), even after chemo.....even after they tell you, you are cancer free and send you on your way.....CANCER SUCKS.....it SUCKS EVERYTHING OUT OF A PERSON....IT SUCKS IT SUCKS IT SUCKS!!!
LOOK HOW DAMN SKINNY I WAS, that's part of the white cupboard behind my back, Bob and I going out on a HOT DATE!!!! He SURPRISED me and had my girls go and pick out the dress, shoes, and jewelry to take me out on the town. I WAS SO SURPRISED as it's really hard to get things past me!!!!
Paying it Forward.....Love and Hugs, Amy